This time, he looks at her hand but doesn't take it. He doesn't deserve her goodness.

"The night nurse at the hospital was very nice to me. Brought me chocolate even though I didn't ask for it because she didn't want me to be lonely." Not that he'd really been lonely, since he didn't remember how. "Then something happened. I...can't remember, but she was very badly hurt."

It was my fault.

"Instead of getting help for her, instead of calling a doctor like they showed me, I ran away."