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[vampire_barbie_girl]

Night - February 8: Highgate Cemetery

Caroline's mother isn't buried in this cemetery. Elizabeth Forbes was buried almost a year ago in the family plot, back in Mystic Falls. Elena should have made sure that flowers had been put there today, flowers that Caroline had carefully ordered weeks ago.

But this is the closest she can get to marking the first anniversary of her mother's death - wandering through the graves of strangers in the moonlight.

She'd come a long way in the last year, both physically and otherwise. At first, she'd tried to shut it all away and only ended up getting consumed by anger and grief. Vampires, it would seem, had an extra stage of grief: carnage. But she'd moved past that and come to London, creating a whole new life for herself in the process.

There were some parts of her old life though that she wasn't ready to let go of. Her mother's memory was at the top of that list. And so, as she walked through past graves and crypts and some rather amazing trees, she began to sing softly the same song she'd sung at the funeral.

Go in peace, go in kindness
Go in love, go in faith
Leave the day, the day behind us
Day is done, go in grace
Let us go, into the dark
Not afraid, not alone
Let us hope, by some good pleasure
Safely to, arrive at home



[The cemetery is partially in Haringey, Camden, and Islington. She'd be coming and going through Camden and Islington, if your character isn't the type to wonder cemeteries in the middle of the night.]

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[vampire_barbie_girl]

He really isn't good at this bit, though with how long Joss has been a vampire, Caroline figures that shouldn't be too surprising. Especially given how young he'd been when he was turned. So at very least, she can appreciate the attempt.

"So I've been told. I just didn't expect it to happen so soon." Or for it to have absolutely no connection to anything supernatural. Who would have thought that people in Mystic Falls still died of natural means?

She looks carefully at his ring. Joss isn't the first vampire here to talk of their sire as a parent figure, which still seems weird to her, since she didn't feel anything even close to that where Damon was concerned. In fact, she tried not to feeling much of anything where Damon was concerned, though she had eventually realized that she forgave him for what he'd done when she was still human.

[dredefulchilde]

"Humans die," Joscelin repeats, a little more forcefully. "You're already dead, even if your corpse is an exceptionally well-preserved one. You'll go on being dead for centuries, if you're lucky, before something happens and that pretty voice of yours stops for good. Meanwhile, you'll keep losing people. Doesn't matter if they're mortal or vampire; you'll lose them."

He looks up at the girl with solemn eyes.

"I'm sorry you lost her. It's never pleasant. But it's part of your condition now."

[vampire_barbie_girl]

Caroline and her friends had lost so many people in so little time. Her mother, her father, Elena's parents and aunt, Bonnie's grandmother ... and each one left a hole in their lives.

"I know. Knowing doesn't exactly make it hurt any less, at least not yet. But thank you."