Natasha Romanoff (
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Backdated to 22 November
Natasha's never much been the sort to celebrate her birthdays. Wasn't even when she was alive and aging. Call it the result of not having anyone to celebrate with. Family had all died when she was young, and growing up in thin times, in and out of orphanages and boarding schools, there weren't many people interested in splurging to buy her presents or take her out to dinner. She could count the number of birthday parties she's had in her whole like—seventy-eight years today—on one hand and still have fingers leftover.
She's not sure why she's thinking of it at all this year. Maybe just because there's been so many changes. New city. New allegiances. New friends, maybe. New life, maybe.
Maybe she just didn't actually expect to live to see this one after she fled Russia.
Whatever it is, Natasha goes out drinking tonight with purpose, making the rounds and her regular bars and drinking a toast at each of them. Sometimes she drinks them to herself. Sometimes she drinks them to the people who didn't make it this far. If, along the way, she runs into anyone she knows? In the event that happens, they might find themselves with a bottle of beer or a glass of whiskey being set in front of them, a silent invitation to join her for this round.
If she doesn't, then she has her drink alone and moves on.
She's not sure why she's thinking of it at all this year. Maybe just because there's been so many changes. New city. New allegiances. New friends, maybe. New life, maybe.
Maybe she just didn't actually expect to live to see this one after she fled Russia.
Whatever it is, Natasha goes out drinking tonight with purpose, making the rounds and her regular bars and drinking a toast at each of them. Sometimes she drinks them to herself. Sometimes she drinks them to the people who didn't make it this far. If, along the way, she runs into anyone she knows? In the event that happens, they might find themselves with a bottle of beer or a glass of whiskey being set in front of them, a silent invitation to join her for this round.
If she doesn't, then she has her drink alone and moves on.
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Between the two, she goes for him rather than the stairs, stepping in front of him. Out of public, she figures now's the perfect time to let go of playing coy. She hooks her fingers in his waistband, just behind his belt buckle and reels him in close, tilting up her head, though not going in for a kiss.
"What about you? Did you want a drink first?"
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"I think I've had enough for tonight too."
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"I think now would be a good time to kiss me."
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When he breaks the kiss, she stays close, pressing her nose into his shoulder and breathing him in in a way she's been holding back from. The temptation to feed is there, but that's not what this is about; this is about savoring the heat that radiates off his body and enjoying the way he feels, the way he smells on a level that's as unrelated to hunger as sex ever can be for her.
Which, admittedly, is only so much.
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"Come on," he murmurs against her lips, "let's head up."
He's not in any rush, but he'd prefer not to just stand around kissing in his living room.
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"Let's get me out of these clothes."
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