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undergrounds2016-08-28 12:34 am
knightscode) wrote in undergrounds2016-08-28 12:34 am
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[ Active / Open ] How long can I neglect me for
The month has become a little rough for Lancelot. First there was his suspicions regarding Jean-Claude, then Raymond's declaration, then... then everything got a little worse. It was only a weekend hes spent in the basement with Raymond's lackeys, but he's still recovering from the blood loss -- and it's shaken him more than he'd care to admit.
i) Semi-Open: At Home, Richmond.
For a few days after, Lancelot simply shuts himself in and tries to recharge. He's sore, covered in vampire bites and bruises and a little uneasy still. Lancelot may not have been taken directly from his home, but he wasn't far from it. He still can't be sure if they were watching his house, how long for if they were. If it was chance or luck, if it was planned.
He won't refuse visitors, but in truth Lancelot is rather content with just Lily for company at the moment. His mind is busy, and having lost a fair amount of blood he's also tired.
An awkward amount of time has been spent inventing a passable reason he's in such a state for people he simply can't tell 'oh it was vampires', and that's... difficult. He hates lying. Yet all the same he's managed it, somehow, had to halfway makeup that he's already done something about charging those responsible and he doesn't want to talk about it.
Which just leaves Lancelot standing in his kitchen staring absently at the coffee he's just made, wondering if he can get away with putting some alcohol in it this early in the day. Lily stays pressed to his side like a peculiarly white and fluffy shadow of concern, perhaps wondering what she might be able to do to help.
ii) Open: Night Council territory & various others.
He knows he can't stay at home forever, though. Eventually Lancelot has to go back to work, and he knows the longer he leaves it the harder it will be. So a few days after it Lancelot heads back in, wearing a little more clothing than strictly sensible on a hot day to try and cover up some of the bites and bruises he's sporting. He checks in with all his cases and paperwork in Westminster, picks up a few things and heads out onto the street.
Lily tags along with him for support, so he tries to walk in the shade when he can -- her thick white fur making her suffer a little in the summer. He's pausing by a shop at one point to pour out a little water for her when she nearly trips someone up moving, and Lancelot makes a little ah sound and bodily pulls her closer.
"Forgive me," he says softly, shuffling the bowl so she can lap some of the water up. "She's a little restless in the heat."
Samoyeds are built for Siberia, after all, not for 30°C. The dog fusses to get at the water, leash looping around her a little even as Lancelot looks up to offer an apology smile.
i) Semi-Open: At Home, Richmond.
For a few days after, Lancelot simply shuts himself in and tries to recharge. He's sore, covered in vampire bites and bruises and a little uneasy still. Lancelot may not have been taken directly from his home, but he wasn't far from it. He still can't be sure if they were watching his house, how long for if they were. If it was chance or luck, if it was planned.
He won't refuse visitors, but in truth Lancelot is rather content with just Lily for company at the moment. His mind is busy, and having lost a fair amount of blood he's also tired.
An awkward amount of time has been spent inventing a passable reason he's in such a state for people he simply can't tell 'oh it was vampires', and that's... difficult. He hates lying. Yet all the same he's managed it, somehow, had to halfway makeup that he's already done something about charging those responsible and he doesn't want to talk about it.
Which just leaves Lancelot standing in his kitchen staring absently at the coffee he's just made, wondering if he can get away with putting some alcohol in it this early in the day. Lily stays pressed to his side like a peculiarly white and fluffy shadow of concern, perhaps wondering what she might be able to do to help.
ii) Open: Night Council territory & various others.
He knows he can't stay at home forever, though. Eventually Lancelot has to go back to work, and he knows the longer he leaves it the harder it will be. So a few days after it Lancelot heads back in, wearing a little more clothing than strictly sensible on a hot day to try and cover up some of the bites and bruises he's sporting. He checks in with all his cases and paperwork in Westminster, picks up a few things and heads out onto the street.
Lily tags along with him for support, so he tries to walk in the shade when he can -- her thick white fur making her suffer a little in the summer. He's pausing by a shop at one point to pour out a little water for her when she nearly trips someone up moving, and Lancelot makes a little ah sound and bodily pulls her closer.
"Forgive me," he says softly, shuffling the bowl so she can lap some of the water up. "She's a little restless in the heat."
Samoyeds are built for Siberia, after all, not for 30°C. The dog fusses to get at the water, leash looping around her a little even as Lancelot looks up to offer an apology smile.
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Even if they aren't handling it with grace, they are at least handling it. There are some, Lancelot knows, who would not be able to at all. He takes a sip of his drink, ruffling at Lily as she paces under the table -- slipping his fingers under her chin and tilting it up so he can look into her trusting brown eyes.
"The world can be a cruel place, but there are always good things too." Shifting his fingers he tugs her forward so he can ruffle at her better, smiles back up at Finnick. "If none of this had happened to me I wouldn't have been able to make all the friends I have, or help the people I have. Like Lily."
Yes, like his dog. Prime example. Best dog friend.
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"Can you really bring yourself to be grateful like that?"
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"Yes," he says finally, "I don't see why I wouldn't be. I've made friends I can count on. I've been given the opportunity to make a difference. My life is not perfect, not in the slightest. A lot of it has been unhappy. Yet... so much of it has been good too. I'd rather suffer but grow from it than have missed all this. After all, who am I to say it would be better? It might be worse. Or it might be boring."
He flicks a small, faint sort of smile. Boring isn't so bad, in truth, but the sentiment stands: he's grateful. He wouldn't change it.
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