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in the company of strangers

Kyle had been away for too long, first following Alex and then focusing on his own leads to try to find an old commanding officer. The hunt was futile, leaving him feeling played and used all at once. With Alex out of touch in her search and too many dead ends, the former soldier finally returned to London, feeling a bit reckless and angry while simultaneously eager to connect with recent friends.

A; I CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT ANYMORE (DRINKING)
Generally, as a rule, Kyle made a deliberate effort to avoid getting drunk. With his training and issues, it was a recipe for disaster and he was a responsible enough person to choose not to engage in such an unnecessary risk. Generally. Right now, he felt like shit and had very few responsibilities to worry about.

Which was why he was wandering casually from pub to pub, from early afternoon to late in the evening, having a beer here and a whiskey there. Mostly beer. He wanted to ride the buzz, to sit in his temporary angst like a cliche, 20-something American and make bad choices. Be the stereotype of the loud tourist for once, instead of always trying to defy expectations. He sat at the bar, ordered another beer, let his gaze slip past the wood grain of the counter back into his own mind to block things out. Here, he was just another guy drinking in London. No supernatural bullshit involved. Until, of course, it was.

B; GONNA HIT THIS CITY (HUNTING)
After and in between his bouts of reckless drinking, Kyle opted for another form of reckless behavior: hunting. He was a soldier, not a hunter, as he had explained to at least a dozen people in the last year. Yeah, he killed vampires, but that was the mission. He didn't go looking for the supernatural. Except that now he was. He was bored and angry, with a chip on his shoulder and something to prove, stalking the night and trying to find more vampires, werewolves, witches, whatever. He might not actually attack them, might only get to know them. As a human, it was all dangerous. But it was fun too.

C; WELCOME TO MY HOUSE (AT HOME)
Kyle's plans to move in with Alex were nixed before they started and his invitation to Nancy didn't fair much better. Which meant he returned from Germany to an empty apartment, barely furnished, with the unfulfilled potential of something now lost to time. He dropped his keys on the counter and leaned back against it, staring out at the window. The rumbling of his stomach reminded him how empty his fridge was and he immediately left again for the corner store, to grab some basic groceries and return to cook up a simple meal. Maybe a few drinks too.

[OOC: Feel free to bump into him on his way to the store or, for existing CR, to know or have found out where he lives.]

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He nods in understanding. Kyle didn't really have a choice in his new life, so much as it was thrust upon him, but he understands wanting something easier. Hell, he's a human who's still meddling with the supernatural world. He definitely understands wanting to walk away or give in to the less stressful life.

Kyle stops a step after she does, turning to face her and closing some of the distance between them. He presses a hand to the brick beside her, partially closing her in in what he knows to be a cliche fashion. "I kinda doubt that. But one of these days, you're going to let me in and tell me the truth and then the world will break in half."

It is cliche, but also a little amusing. It also highlights the fact that she's not a large woman. Someone who didn't know what she was or what she'd been trained to be might mistake her for being at a disadvantage here.

She lowers her voice a little when she speaks again, with him standing that close. "You think me letting you in will be that groundbreaking?"

Her hands stay behind her back, very deliberately leaving it to him to make any move, if it's going to happen, but she lifts her chin, meeting his eyes with a clear green gaze. "I suspect the world will keep right on turning."

"Okay," he amends with a tilt of the head. "Your world will break in half."

Kyle flashes what he knows to be a charming grin before straightening from the wall. As much as he enjoys the games, he still doesn't know what he wants when it comes to Natasha. Hell, he doesn't even know how to feel about her beyond wanting her to stay clean and wanting to help her with that.

"No one else will have a clue. Isn't that the way you like it?"

She doesn't try to pull him back, letting him go if that's what he wants. She imagines that's what he wants, considering his feelings on vampires.

"I don't know if I'd say I like it." She says, her voice low without being soft. "It keeps me alive though." For values of alive that don't involve being alive, strictly speaking. She's awful lively for a dead woman. It works well enough for her. "Habits like that get hard to break."

He nods in agreement, understanding all too well how habits can become pervasive, not only in behavior but in ways of thinking as well. Kyle slides his hands into his pockets and gives a tilt of the head, inviting her to continue walking with him, hoping she'll agree without him having to think too hard about enjoying spending time with her.

"Alive is good." For once, he leaves out the part about how that's not strictly true with Natasha. "You want something besides being alive? Tulips, a ship in a bottle, rare postage stamps? Everyone has a hobby."

"Hobbies, huh?" She doesn't know that she can say she does. Definitely not like those. The answers that come to mind are complicated. Things she enjoys. Things she would have liked if she had a life that allowed it, though maybe she did have the chance to pursue those now.

"Lately, I've mostly been cultivating a high functioning alcoholism." She says, buying time as she falls into step beside him. "I used to dance."

"That's almost a hobby," he chuckles with a tilt of his head, though he almost knows the feeling. Social drinking is common in America, but it's ubiquitous in London to the point where it's weird not to engage in casual drinking on a daily basis. Having to deal with the stress of the worlds they live in only exasperates the desire.

At the latter, he smiles. "For fun or in competitions? Why'd you stop?"

"Oh, it was definitely competitive." Even when the ballet was meant to be a cover, their teachers had taken it very seriously. And so had the girls. Still, Natasha had enjoyed it.

"But I guess for a while there I got a lot less interested in fun. Wasn't really part of the lifestyle."

"Which lifestyle? Vampire, woman of mystery, or adult?" There are really a lot of options, a lot of reasons normal people give up hobbies they enjoy or other fun. His own reason was a response to the loss of his family. He can only guess - and hope - that hers isn't the same.

"Would you try it again now?"

"Dancing? Maybe. I think about taking it back up from time to time." But it's always a little bit of a dream. At least doing it in any committed way.

"And it was working for the nest that did it."

She shakes her head. She doesn't elaborate. There's no reason to say she'd lost interest in that sort of thing in what she realized now had been the apathy that followed her sire's death and her disillusionment with Red Room. She thinks about it, though.

"Sometimes I think about getting a motorcycle, though. That would be fun."

Kyle laughs. It suits her. Despite knowing almost nothing about her, it's clear she forges her own path and doesn't have much time for peoples' bullshit. Her being a dancer in her former life is more surprising than her desire to get a motorcycle.

"You should. I can definitely see it." Kyle prefers public transit and running. Or a humvee, though probably not on the streets of London. There's something about a train and the Underground that calms him though. Even with the bombings and cage-like feel. "Let me know when you do and I'll hitch a ride."

A pause. "In the meantime, I think we should sign you up for dance lessons. Zumba? Belly dance? Pole dancing?" He exaggerates a sensual tone with the teasing.

"You think I'd need classes to work a pole?" She says it teasing, giving back what she gets. If he wants to tease that way, he'll have to deal with it. She's not one to be ashamed—of all the things she has to be ashamed of, some flirting is the lowest on the list.

"It used to be ballet. Maybe I should try something new, though."

"I think.. you can do anything you put your mind to," he cops out with a laugh. The casual teasing is nice. It feels comfortable, even if it shouldn't. Kyle shrugs with a crooked grin, wondering what could happen between them in another life.

"Ballet, huh? That's cool."

In another life, Natasha would be a very old woman. Or more likely, dead. But she enjoys the banter even with all it's weird undertones and the bittersweet teasing.

Dealing with Kyle always reminds her there is someone actually rooting for her to stay clean.

"Why don't I think you're a fan of the ballet?"

"I'm not knocking on ballerinas. Some of the stuff they can do is really cool. The precision and the dedication is up there with the army. Except, instead of fighting for the country's freedom, they're putting on a slow and confusing show to entertain a bunch of snobby rich people. That's not really their fault though." He shrugs. Okay, so maybe he's not the biggest fan of ballet, but that's different than ballerinas. Most of the time, they don't even get a choice about whether they want to go into ballet or not. Like privates in the army.

"Slow and confusing, hm." She decides to focus on that rather than the other details, things that could be more controversial if she addressed them. Dig up old politics that she didn't care to touch on, or personal history that was even worse.

"What about you? You have any hobbies? I figure at least we have drinking in common."

"Yeah. You ever seen the Nutcracker?" He chuckles again. It occurs to him that Natasha may have performed in the show sometime in her past, but she must know what it's like. He's a dumb jock and she's a ballerina. There's going to be some differences there.

"I used to build cars," he offers, in exchange for her admission of dancing. "I haven't for awhile though.. I watch sports. I cook. I like exploring the city, I run, and I play a mean game of Unreal or Halo."

They're not the most original hobbies. The more he thinks about them, the more he realizes how cliche they all sounds, outside of cooking maybe, but he can't help it. It's been a long time in his life since he had the free time and opportunity to develop new hobbies.

"Maybe I'll pick up dancing."

"Oh yeah?" she says smoothly, turning his earlier question around. "Poll?"

He has that one coming.

Her tone is friendly, though, still warm, still welcoming. Natasha doesn't leave it at the joke. "Cooking, though. I'm curious about that. You always struck me as a meat and potatoes type of guy."

Very American in that way.

"Maybe," he gives right back. "I bet I'd look damn good in those booty shorts."

Kyle shrugs, as if it's an actual consideration, even though it's not. He doesn't mind the idea of it, but it's not something he'll ever actually do unless forced. And what happens in the army stays in the army.

At the latter, he laughs again. "I am. I like meat and potatoes. But I like other things too and I like being able to cook my own food. I'm not great. I don't go crazy with the spices and probably can't cook anything with a french name. But a good omelette or spaghetti? I'm your man."

He pauses, then asks almost earnestly, "Do you eat? Human food. Not humans as food, but human food."

There's a brief hesitation before she answers, "I—can."

There's a little wince in her tone as she says it, implying what she admits next. "I don't get as much out of it as I used to, but I can still enjoy it, and sometimes it helps the cravings. Though I still drink more than I eat."

She shrugs then, trying to lighten the mood and redirect the conversation a little. "But who can't enjoy a good steak?"

"Vegans," he answers without missing a beat, happy to play along. "But they're crazy anyway."

Kyle's quiet for a moment as he considers that. He very nearly invites her over for dinner until he remembers what she is, and if he wants her able to come and go from his place freely. Of course, he also invited her to use it as a safe house, so maybe he's already thrown that out the window. Asking her to dinner elsewhere sounds too much like a date for his comfort level, so he ends up trapped in his own convoluted mind for a moment before deciding it's too much work to over think it all.

"You should come over for dinner sometime. I'll make steaks and you can raid my liquor cabinet." Not that he has much at the moment, but it's the gesture that counts.

The pause isn't lost on Natasha, and its cause isn't a mystery. Kyle's ambivalence toward her has been clear; clear enough that she occasionally wonders if they would be better off avoiding each other rather than playing these games.

She doesn't want to stop though. In some ways his attitude mirrors her own more than anyone else's has. Hard to escape the feeling she's earned his suspicion and contempt. And yet, he flirts with her, and has offered support. She hasn't had much of that.

"I'd like to, sometime," she says. "I could stand to get out more."

He's had similar thoughts himself, wondering why he likes her more than he hates her and wondering if he can support and help her enough to keep her clean. Natasha's attractive, charming, and witty, and the ease with which they're able to banter certainly makes it easier for him to forget what she is.

"Add it on to your dance classes and new hobby," he chuckles, bringing the conversation back around. Then, spontaneously, "You have a boyfriend?"

Now there's a question that surprises a laugh out of her. It's not exactly an enthusiastic laugh, but it's very real. She wasn't expecting him to ask that, and the idea that she could have something as normal as a boyfriend is... almost flattering, really.

"No," she admits, a little warmth in her voice. "No, I haven't had a boyfriend in a long time. Why, you know someone interested in an older woman with a questionable past?"

"There are always guys interested in older women with questionable pasts." Smoothest deflection ever, delivered with a sly smile. Kyle's still too hung up on Alex to really think of dating anyone else in general, let alone an older vampire. At least the two women were about equally complicated, or so he would guess. He's interested in knowing her better though, even if it's something that won't exactly be relevant to him. "How long's it been?"

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