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Lancelot du Lac ([personal profile] knightscode) wrote in [community profile] undergrounds2016-02-20 12:45 pm

MEMORIES [ ACTIVE / OPEN ]

i ) IGNORE THE SLANDER

It's been a complicated month for Lance. A complicated new year, really. Recovering from being in jail and having a doppelgänger is easier said than done. There had been apologies to write, and even then he had to work out who needed apologising to.

That, and his headaches had flourished into this odd ability to sense things. It would be far more useful, he thinks, if he knew what on earth it was that he could sense. Most of the time it just clued him in that something (or someone) was supernatural. Most of the time it just made his head hurt.

Still, he needed to learn to make use of it. The same as the magic the Night Council gave him, really, it was all things he was unpractised at. All new and peculiar. So it is that he decides to combine the two goals: he begins February by making his rounds. Redbright, the covens, people he knows. Generally apologising and then, on the off chance they know something, asking what they know about sensing magic. Can they sense it? What does it feel like to them? How do they tell it all apart?

When all else fails he sits and flicks through books in the library at Redbright, eyes glazing a little as he tries to take it all in.

ii ) DO YOU DRINK TEA

It's one of the more odd Night Council investigations that he's been a part of, but the more he thinks about it the more he wonders why he's surprised. It may sound like the plot of a children's tale, love potions, but children's stories about magic have to come from somewhere.

He's set up an investigation room in Westminster, trying to track where all the reports are coming from. See if there's some pattern to it all, something that might help them see an obvious target. At the moment, though, it appears relatively random. The act has a peculiarly prankish feel to it, however, so perhaps he is looking for something that doesn't exist. Perhaps there is no pattern, and it's simply a random act of childish 'fun'. Lancelot sighs, spends a few more hours leafing through reports before deciding to hit the streets to find help.

Someone must know something, have seen something, or have drunk some of the tea and kept some.

Although, of course, raising such a line of conversation is a little awkward.

iii ) I'VE GOT A BAD IDEA

Lancelot has been dwelling on this for a while, the problem of his missing memories. They've been unlocked in drips, usually by some less than comfortable encounter that chipped away at the block, but up until now he'd been content to leave it at that. After all, he could not be sure what these memories might reveal. What might be hidden from him. It may be nothing serious, may be nothing bad -- but equally it could be something he would rather had stayed forgotten.

Now, though, now things are different. With his magic slowly seeming to come to life he has the distant hope that... his memories might help him make sense of everything. That if he were to unlock them he might understand the world around them, and himself, a lot better.

So Lancelot goes looking -- for witches, vampires, fae. For situations that might trigger a memory, perhaps, or people who might know how to bring down the walls preventing him from remembering. He walks into trouble on the off chance something might happen. Nine times out of ten, nothing much does. Other than a fight breaking out and him ending up gaining a few bruises.

It's a bad idea. He knows it's a bad idea. Yet what's the worst that could happen?

He can think of plenty.
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[personal profile] growsowngoats 2016-02-24 10:48 am (UTC)(link)
Because he is the sweetest man ever, which is partly why she loves being around him so much. His entire aura is basically like a big, warm hug. It is very soothing for someone like her to be around such goodness.

"Aye, it was a little tricky to fit you into my busy schedule, but anything for you."

It's a self-deprecating tease, but with a core of truth. She would do just about anything for Lance, even if this particular thing really isn't much of an inconvenience, she is rarely busy.

"I'm alright, settling into my new coven."

She wrinkles her nose a little. Not because she minds anyone in the coven, she just isn't too fond of the whole system. Mostly because it reminds her too much of her mother. Had it not been for that, being a part of something like that would have been very natural for someone who loves people as much as Siobhan does.
reticence: (modern glare)

[personal profile] reticence 2016-02-24 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
As if he had known that Lancelot had chosen that moment to try and discuss his particular predicament, Faolan arrives to Lancelot's little incident room himself. Stepping through the door with what seems like an ever-present coffee in hand, and a rather sullen expression on his face (that seems to be rather ever-present as well).

At least, until he catches sight of the both of them there. Lancelot standing with his hand on the girl's arm, Siobhan the bright presence that she always is. Had he known that they had known each other? Lancelot had mentioned he'd be bringing in a witch, but he didn't know that it would be her. Someone Faolan knew himself.

He pauses in the threshold and takes stock of the scene before him, forgetting himself, forgetting that she's an empath, forgetting mostly everything but the fact that Lancelot had been alone with her before he had walked in the door. His eyes narrow and the words spill from his lips of their own accord. "I hope I'm not interrupting..."
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[personal profile] growsowngoats 2016-02-27 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
What Siobhan feels in that moment is mostly disappointment. It's not the first time her friendliness and tendency to be physically close to people has elicited the kind of emotional response she senses in Faolan, but it always makes her sad.

Still, as ever it makes her oddly happy to see Faolan's grumpy face, so she steps away from Lancelot to go give her other friend a hug as well. She refrains from kissing his cheek though, there's too much prickle going on.

"'Course you're not, silly man."
Edited 2016-02-27 00:34 (UTC)
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[personal profile] reticence 2016-02-27 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
It's hard to be grumpy in the face of such happiness, but there are chemicals -- potions -- at work in his blood chemistry at the moment that are certainly helping. Still, he can't deny her the hug, even as he frowns at Lancelot, trying to determine whether they're just lying to him for the sake of covering for themselves here.

"...maybe," he responds, to Lancelot's prompting. Which in Faolan's vocabulary at this point of course means yes. It's better that Lancelot himself is making the suggestion, though. As it stands, Faolan can't quite control himself or his impression on the world around him. A distraction suggested by Siobhan would simply be construed differently than one by Lancelot. That's how an obsession works, after all...

"How do the pair of you know each other?" he can't help but asking, as he reaches for a doughnut himself.
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[personal profile] growsowngoats 2016-02-27 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Siobhan releases Faolan to grab a donut in each hand (why take one when you can have two?) and the suggestion of coffee has her perking up as well. It would be nice with a cup or three. Not that she ever needs to insert stimulants into her already overactive system but that never stops her.

Being able to feel the emotions of all living things means you end up not being too keen on a lot of foods out there (though she can't really be too picky most of the time) but coffee? Coffee is fine and she is going to bloody well allow herself to love it.

"We met when you were out walking Lily, wasn't it?"

Not too long ago, really, but she feels as if she's known Lancelot forever.
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[personal profile] reticence 2016-02-27 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
He had seen it. He'd even seen that Lancelot had gotten it framed. Although he'd been charmed by the handsome man in the drawing as well as the grinning dog with him. He glances between the pair of them again, watching Lancelot flitting around arranging for coffee for them. (He'll be okay with the filter stuff, he's trusting Lancelot to know at least how to brew it even still, and not make them a pot of motor oil or coffee-flavored water on the flip side.)

He turns to frown at Siobhan, trying to fit in what he knows of her with this new information as well. "That was yours?" he asks, uncertainly. He knows that she can do metal work -- she'd made him that medallion after all, but the two didn't always come hand in hand.
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[personal profile] growsowngoats 2016-02-27 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
No complaints about the filter coffee from Siobhan's end either, no matter how it ends up, it is a certainty that she will have had worse.

"Aye!"

Said around a mothful of donut before she swallows, continuing:

"Just a quick sketch really but it turned out pretty cute."

How could it not, which such an adorable subject to draw?
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[personal profile] reticence 2016-02-27 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Faolan looks uncomfortable at the mention of him having drank the tea. He knows in a way that it's good, for their investigation. At least they will have some sort of a control, they will know which sort of potion has which kind of a reaction, and if they can determine a difference between them then they might determine which teas the others are and what reaction they cause as well as create an antidote to them... Well, then his misfortune will be in aid of others' health and safety.

But he also is aware that he's probably going to have to answer some questions himself about this, since he's their guinea pig of sorts. And he's not quite certain how he feels about that, really. For the greater good, yes he will do what he can. But will he particularly enjoy any of it, especially when it's not just Lancelot asking, but a third party empath for that matter? Hardly.

Faolan frowns grumpily and takes a bite of his doughnut, glancing at Siobhan for a long moment himself, before forcing himself to pipe up and say, "I. Can answer what questions I can. About the side-effects. If you need it." They have statements from other people, but since he'd had some and he's right there...
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[personal profile] growsowngoats 2016-02-27 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Siobhan hurries to finish her donut and goes to give her hands a quick rinse before settling down by the teas, putting her ratty old backpack down by the samples and opening it up, though she doesn't take anything out just yet.

Instead, she looks over at Faolan.

"Are you bein' all jealous because of the tea or is that just you being you?"

There's no judgment in the question, even if it's very bluntly asked.
reticence: (modern eyebrow)

[personal profile] reticence 2016-02-27 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Faolan narrows his eyes. 'Is that just you being you?' He opens his mouth to snarl a response and it's fortunately at that point that the other man leans on him and he's startled out of it by the contact. Turning to glance up at Lancelot, he narrows his eyes up at him as well. 'Normally quite grumpy,' unbelievable...

"You know, it's really not easy to keep a cool head with the pair of you teaming up to insult me like that as well," he growls at the other man. Hoping it's warning enough that while he doesn't mind the fact that he's trying to help lighten the mood, if it continues to be at his expense he may need to be physically restrained for everyone's safety.

He tosses a glance to Siobhan as well, and his common sense, the knowledge that she means him no harm -- it's warring with the part of him that's, well, been almost literally poisoned against her. And all others, for that matter. "There's something in the tea," he says. "A love potion maybe. But it's all wrong." He glances to Lancelot, then down to the floor, slightly ashamed of what he's being forced to admit. "Whatever's in the strain I drank, at least. It's. Gone too far."
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[personal profile] growsowngoats 2016-02-27 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"No..."

Siobhan watches him carefully, though not really with her eyes even though they are certainly on him.

She suddenly seems rather different where she sits, improbably folded into her seat as always. There is a calm that has settled over her features as she sinks further into her ability to feel and understand emotions, and she seems suddenly older and younger than her years at the same time. Ageless.

"Not a love potion. It's all twisty and angry, more like..."

She gestures a little with her hands, searching for the right word.

"Oh bugger it, what's that word. When you're all hung up on something and you can't let it go."
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[personal profile] reticence 2016-02-28 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
He'd been hoping he'd be able to avoid the word. Hoping that he could just ignore it and pretend it wasn't happening. But it is, and Siobhan probably needs it to make her analyses and he can skirt around it for as long as he likes but the truth of the matter is...

"Obsessed," he says, growling because he really doesn't want to be admitting to any of this. "It's an obsession." He throws a glance between the pair of them before forcing himself on. "An obsession with him, if that wasn't obvious. I can't." He heaves out a sigh, stepping across the room away from the pair of them, wishing the coffee was already done so he could have some right about now. "I can't think straight, I can't make rational decisions. Everyone is a threat. And there's a corner of my mind that knows this isn't me, that this is whatever the hell was in that tea, that's aware the judgments I'm making aren't valid, but does that stop me from making them?" He throws a glance back at the pair of them, angry and defeated at once.

"I don't trust myself right now," he admits. "And I'm not sure whether either of you should for that matter either."
Edited (typo) 2016-02-28 14:29 (UTC)
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[personal profile] growsowngoats 2016-03-01 08:59 am (UTC)(link)
"Aye, that's the one. Obsession."

Poor Faolan. Siobhan isn't sure how to comfort him, and she doesn't like knowing that most likely she plain can't.

Maybe she can at least sort out this tea situation for him, if she tries hard enough.

"I trust you, love. Might be a bit more careful around you than usual, but I trust you. How'd you end up drinking the tea?"
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[personal profile] reticence 2016-03-02 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
The look that Faolan gives the pair of them is not unlike one a stray animal might do, trying his best to trust the situation but knowing there is probably a reason that he shouldn't. It says there's something inside of him that's telling him he shouldn't, and he isn't sure that voice isn't right, in the end. Regardless of how much he appreciates their sentiments.

His gaze Lancelot's movements to the coffee despite himself, even as he answers the question asked. "I had a headache," he says, honestly. "I thought that tea might help. Maybe I'd had too much coffee already. There was some just out in the kitchen here. I didn't even question it," he continues, his voice growing slightly more bitter as he does. As though he's angry with himself for the mistake -- and in some ways, he is.
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[personal profile] growsowngoats 2016-03-11 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Poor man, Siobhan feels for him so much, but even though she has only the tiniest scrap of self-preservation she can actually recognise that it's probably best if she keeps her distance since right now she appears to be something of a jealousy-trigger for Faolan.

"So someone planted it here. Any reason to suspect it might be a fae thing?"

She doesn't like to make assumptions but the whole thing does kind of have a fae sort of touch to it.
Edited 2016-03-11 23:48 (UTC)
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[personal profile] reticence 2016-03-12 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Faolan glances up at the other man as he clutches his own mug of coffee in turn. Lancelot's presence does help, if not quite in the way that it normally would. There's something ugly and possessive inside of him right now, and Faolan doesn't like it, but he can't help it either. He supposes he's just going to have to wait until it wears off, however long that will be. God he hopes that it will wear off. Or that Siobhan can create an antidote, if not.

"I'm never going to drink another cup of tea again," Faolan grumbles, raising his coffee to take a small sip of it, even though he knows the liquid is still too hot for him to really drink from yet. He takes a moment to collect himself, sticking to Lancelot's side, before he hazards a question himself. "If they planted it here, it was certainly targeting the council. And as far as enemies of the council are concerned, the obvious signs would point to either the fae or Circle midnight." He raises an eyebrow at the pair of them in turn.

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