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Mr. Sandman
6 Feb.
It's February, still cold but Valentine's Day just around the corner and people starting to think of spring, it might not be surprising that romance seems to be in the air. Hard to pin down just what the difference is—but romance seems to be nagging at a lot of minds.
It might be because last night, you had a dream. Nothing clear, but bits and pieces stick with you. Maybe it was just stolen glances and light kisses, or maybe it was flashes and surprising jolts of something more physical, more raw. Either way, the dream doesn't quite fade away when daylight comes.
The strangest part? It's about someone you normally try not to think of that way.
Dreams are like that though, sometimes. It's probably nothing.
10 Feb.
A few days later, and the dreams keep on keeping on. For at least one person, it's every night. For others, it may be more intermittent. It may be just happening for the first time, after a visit to the Redbright Institute or passing through the surrounding neighbor, or after chatting with a particular vampire. It might happen spontaneously. Either way the dreams keep coming, and they continue to be about someone in particular, someone who you've been denying or ignoring your attraction to, but it's getting hard to pretend you don't feel a little warmer when you think about them.
It's starting to seem like there's something a little weird going on here. Even weirder? There's a chance that the person you're dreaming about is having the same dreams. Not just romantic dreams—the exact same shared dreams.
At least, they are if they're dreaming of you too.
14 Feb.
It's been a week now, and the dreams keep escalating. Not only do they become more frequent, they're more vivid. What started with disjointed images and feelings, more impressions than anything else, have evolved into full narratives—ranging from chastely romantic nonsense, imagining that the object of your desire is a knight coming to rescue you from a dragon, or arrived to offer comfort and support in a bleak moment, to intensely erotic. Some of them may be down right silly.
But the common thread is there. They are all about the same person, and they all expose the fact that you care about them in a way that's not as platonic as you've pretended.
And maybe it's about time you confronted that?
On the other hand, maybe you're just riding this out.
Either way, this is getting sorted out tonight. There's not going to be a better time for it
It's February, still cold but Valentine's Day just around the corner and people starting to think of spring, it might not be surprising that romance seems to be in the air. Hard to pin down just what the difference is—but romance seems to be nagging at a lot of minds.
It might be because last night, you had a dream. Nothing clear, but bits and pieces stick with you. Maybe it was just stolen glances and light kisses, or maybe it was flashes and surprising jolts of something more physical, more raw. Either way, the dream doesn't quite fade away when daylight comes.
The strangest part? It's about someone you normally try not to think of that way.
Dreams are like that though, sometimes. It's probably nothing.
10 Feb.
A few days later, and the dreams keep on keeping on. For at least one person, it's every night. For others, it may be more intermittent. It may be just happening for the first time, after a visit to the Redbright Institute or passing through the surrounding neighbor, or after chatting with a particular vampire. It might happen spontaneously. Either way the dreams keep coming, and they continue to be about someone in particular, someone who you've been denying or ignoring your attraction to, but it's getting hard to pretend you don't feel a little warmer when you think about them.
It's starting to seem like there's something a little weird going on here. Even weirder? There's a chance that the person you're dreaming about is having the same dreams. Not just romantic dreams—the exact same shared dreams.
At least, they are if they're dreaming of you too.
14 Feb.
It's been a week now, and the dreams keep escalating. Not only do they become more frequent, they're more vivid. What started with disjointed images and feelings, more impressions than anything else, have evolved into full narratives—ranging from chastely romantic nonsense, imagining that the object of your desire is a knight coming to rescue you from a dragon, or arrived to offer comfort and support in a bleak moment, to intensely erotic. Some of them may be down right silly.
But the common thread is there. They are all about the same person, and they all expose the fact that you care about them in a way that's not as platonic as you've pretended.
And maybe it's about time you confronted that?
On the other hand, maybe you're just riding this out.
Either way, this is getting sorted out tonight. There's not going to be a better time for it
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"It's truly a great shame," he says with a bit too much of a smirk.
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"Why don't you touch her more? I'm sure she'd love it."
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"I think she might be seeing someone."
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"A pity. What's he got that you don't?"
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"I have no idea, truly. Though don't worry: I have a plan to steal her from him. Lure her in with flowers, romantic poetry and hand drawn portraits."
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"Good- those sorts of things work wonders on all sorts of women." She pauses, before continuing. "What do you love about her? Other than her pale, soft curves."
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In real life he wouldn't be so honest and explain that part of her allure was her naivety. But in his dream, he's a little more loose lipped.
He's already moving his lips over to her neck to kiss her, wasting little time.
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"She sounds wonderful," Nancy coos, tilting her head so he can kiss at her neck. In the dream, she doesn't have scars, her neck is pale and bare of imperfections. And each kiss from Cesare, each caress, leaves dark trails of charcoal across her body.
Her hands move to his hips, holding herself against him, as her emerald eyes slide closed.
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When Cesare wakes up that morning, though, he thinks little of it. He is not a stranger to sex dreams and one about Nancy does not seem out of place. He does, though, feel fairly compelled to meet up with her. He picks up his phone and sends her a casual text.
Lunch?
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But he wanted lunch. And who was she to deny him that?
Though, truthfully, she'd started letting him pay again- after their lunch at Le Gavroche, she knows pretty much any place he chooses is way above her pay-grade. Especially now that she had a normal sort of job.
Brill!
Say when and where ;)
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"So I've heard you've been trying to leave your current profession..." he asks once their first course arrives. "How's that going?"
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He knows how well she can drink.
"Yeah- I have," she says with a nod. "It's actually going great- I've got a new job over in Richmond. Just doing inventory stuff, still under the table, but it's good. I get to have normal hours." Which meant more time with Cooper. Not that she was going to mention her boyfriend around Cesare. They'd already discussed that.
"Where'd you hear that from, anyway?"
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"Do you miss it at all? It must have had some great perks..." The flexible hours, the free gifts, the potential for sleeping with people you actually enjoyed... Cesare has no idea if Nancy ever had any actual fun with him, but he likes to think she did, even if he knows in the back of his mind that he's probably just kidding himself.
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"Goodness, honestly, not really? I mean, a few clients, a few perks..." She liked box tickets to the opera, or designer shoes. "But I like being home, having normal hours. I don't have to hide anything. I mean. There's less fun? Because it's a proper job with rules, but it's nice to know that I have it, and it ain't anything Sylvia or Samantha can touch." And that was the big issue. Sylvia and Sam weren't exactly happy she'd shacked up with a vampire.
Then again. They could go fuck themselves.
"How's the hotel?"
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"Same perks as always." Wealth, power, a place to hide crimes and a plenitude of alcohol and women. Whenever they had fought, Cesare had always been keen to make it clear to Nancy that she was not his only option to sleep with that night. Looking back with softer, kinder eyes, perhaps he had been a bit harsh with her. But spilled milk and all that.
"More booze?" he asks, already pouring himself another drink.
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She still remembered the way he'd gripped her arm, trying to get her to join him and his friends.
But that was in the past.
"I'm glad- it's a lovely hotel. Best I've ever been to." She'd been to a few hotels, truthfully.
"I'd love some, thanks. This is the sake stuff, right?"
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"Your boyfriend doesn't take you to many hotels for the night?" he asks casually, not really thinking much of it. He had presumed that was part of being a good boyfriend these days: taking your girlfriend on dates and nice dinners and holidays in swanky hotels. Or the girl was welcome to do it too. Cesare is a modern man, after all. Cooper seems fine, but it seems like he's missing most of the requirements, requirements that Cesare had already taken care of as a patron.
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"We're not supposed to talk about him, Ces," she says softly. She doesn't want to make anyone mad, wants to keep the respect between them. Talking about Cooper made it harder.
"But he's very good to me."
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"You know, I had a dream about you. That's why I got in contact this morning. I haven't had any dreams in years." There's nothing sexual to how he talks about it. He doesn't see the point. He doesn't think she knows so he isn't going to tell her.
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Cesare hadn't.
Honestly, she never even knew how Cesare felt at all.
He mentions a dream and Nancy swallows too big of a drink. "Did you?" She asks with a blink. Because she'd had a dream with him in it, too. "That's interesting. What... happened...?" She's far too worried she knows.
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"I think I was drawing you? Or painting you? I'm not sure." That wasn't exactly the main focus of the dream.
"I haven't painted in years, not since photography began. Before then, it was just a way to get away with obsessing over naked women." He's a better painter than he's giving himself credit for. He's definitely not in a gallery, but one or two of his paintings are probably in some livingrooms of houses where the people who own it don't know any better.
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"I didn't know that. I'd love to see some of your work." In the dream, it'd been amazing. but that was probably because it was the dream, and he'd been drawing her. Saying amazing things about her.
She presses her lips together, her thighs echoing the thought.
"And were you obsessing over me while you did it?"