"You think I'm any good at this?" Natasha almost laughs again, but she holds back the sound. It's nerves. "I don't exactly have a lot of experience either. I'm not even entirely sure what we're doing..."

This is not how Natasha expected this to happen, and now that the reality hits her she realizes she hasn't had any kind of committed relationship since her sire died. And that had hardly been standard.

"What do you want this to be?"