Alex sits quietly, massaging her sore arm and waiting for an answer. Once again, the honesty surprises her.
She's never heard of Red Room. Maybe it disappeared when the KGB did, maybe it's some top secret vampire thing, maybe both. Was it like Division? Did Natasha wake up in a white room - or a red room - with no memory of how she got there, told she was being given a chance to serve her country and then turned into a killer?
"I activated my curse when I was thirteen. I barely remember what it was like to be human." Alex doesn't have that many regrets, but she does have a few. Everything she did to avenge her parents, she doesn't regret that. If she's honest with herself, she doesn't even regret the things she did for Nikita. She's not so sure about the things she did to stay alive. "I guess I don't know how to... get off that track. The things I've done, the things I lost and the people who died, how am I supposed to let go?"
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She's never heard of Red Room. Maybe it disappeared when the KGB did, maybe it's some top secret vampire thing, maybe both. Was it like Division? Did Natasha wake up in a white room - or a red room - with no memory of how she got there, told she was being given a chance to serve her country and then turned into a killer?
"I activated my curse when I was thirteen. I barely remember what it was like to be human." Alex doesn't have that many regrets, but she does have a few. Everything she did to avenge her parents, she doesn't regret that. If she's honest with herself, she doesn't even regret the things she did for Nikita. She's not so sure about the things she did to stay alive. "I guess I don't know how to... get off that track. The things I've done, the things I lost and the people who died, how am I supposed to let go?"