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[open] somewhere after midnight
I. Drinking, Conversation & Light Blood Sport
It's not strange for Natasha to end up in a bar at some point in the evening. Sometimes earlier, sometimes later, but at least a couple of times a week she ends up in one. Tonight is notable not because she's found herself in a new bar—that could be any night—but because she breaks out of her routine of taking a seat at the counter and nursing a drink or two for hour or so, maybe chatting with a regular, then going on her way.
This time she's found herself in a bar near the institute, and she has a drink sitting on the a table off to one side, sure, but instead of sipping it without appetite, she's standing facing a dart board, throwing set after set of darts and landing them in tight clusters in the cork. First around the bull's eye then the triple twenty, the triple nineteen, eighteen, seventeen... and so forth.
Maybe she's relaxing. Maybe she's getting used to being in London and the new job. She'd like to think that's the case, though mostly she's been keeping her head down and her eyes open.
It might be going a little too far to say she's in a good mood, but she's starting to feel a little more outgoing. Enough to turn to someone near by and ask, "Care to give me some competition?"
II. Light Blood Sports & A Drinking Problem
Another night, another bar. This time Natasha is more to her normal script. Or at least, she was for about the first third of her whiskey sour. That's when a disagreement down the bar turns violent. At first, Natasha isn't too worried about it. It isn't her problem, just a couple of drunks knocking over stools and raising their voices.
Then one of them pulls a switchblade and it goes from not her problem to to very much her problem in a matter of a fraction of a second when the blade slides through the other man's jacket and into his forearm. The smell of blood fills the bar room, stronger and more intoxicating than any of the alcohol on the shelf.
It's been over two months since Natasha had human blood, and all in a rush it seems like every second of it was screaming at her. For a moment she freezes, afraid of what she'd do if she moved, afraid of what someone might see if she drew their attention. Her jaw tightens and her nails drag across the top of the bar in a slow, tense scratch. She stares at nothing, her attention narrowing to pin point.
The fight doesn't last from there. The bartender yells at both of them to get out, the bouncer appears. Both of them are kicked out.
And Natasha covers her mouth, shaking.
III. Streetlights, Shadows & Night Owls
Let's call it work. Natasha thinks of it that way. It's not exactly patrolling—nothing that formal. It's more just being out, keeping her eyes open, paying attention and being around. Most nights, it doesn't lead to much. Not wasted time since she's getting used to the city, but she doesn't accomplish a whole lot.
Sometimes, though, she runs into something interesting. Someone she can help? Who knows.
IV. Wildcard
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It's not strange for Natasha to end up in a bar at some point in the evening. Sometimes earlier, sometimes later, but at least a couple of times a week she ends up in one. Tonight is notable not because she's found herself in a new bar—that could be any night—but because she breaks out of her routine of taking a seat at the counter and nursing a drink or two for hour or so, maybe chatting with a regular, then going on her way.
This time she's found herself in a bar near the institute, and she has a drink sitting on the a table off to one side, sure, but instead of sipping it without appetite, she's standing facing a dart board, throwing set after set of darts and landing them in tight clusters in the cork. First around the bull's eye then the triple twenty, the triple nineteen, eighteen, seventeen... and so forth.
Maybe she's relaxing. Maybe she's getting used to being in London and the new job. She'd like to think that's the case, though mostly she's been keeping her head down and her eyes open.
It might be going a little too far to say she's in a good mood, but she's starting to feel a little more outgoing. Enough to turn to someone near by and ask, "Care to give me some competition?"
II. Light Blood Sports & A Drinking Problem
Another night, another bar. This time Natasha is more to her normal script. Or at least, she was for about the first third of her whiskey sour. That's when a disagreement down the bar turns violent. At first, Natasha isn't too worried about it. It isn't her problem, just a couple of drunks knocking over stools and raising their voices.
Then one of them pulls a switchblade and it goes from not her problem to to very much her problem in a matter of a fraction of a second when the blade slides through the other man's jacket and into his forearm. The smell of blood fills the bar room, stronger and more intoxicating than any of the alcohol on the shelf.
It's been over two months since Natasha had human blood, and all in a rush it seems like every second of it was screaming at her. For a moment she freezes, afraid of what she'd do if she moved, afraid of what someone might see if she drew their attention. Her jaw tightens and her nails drag across the top of the bar in a slow, tense scratch. She stares at nothing, her attention narrowing to pin point.
The fight doesn't last from there. The bartender yells at both of them to get out, the bouncer appears. Both of them are kicked out.
And Natasha covers her mouth, shaking.
III. Streetlights, Shadows & Night Owls
Let's call it work. Natasha thinks of it that way. It's not exactly patrolling—nothing that formal. It's more just being out, keeping her eyes open, paying attention and being around. Most nights, it doesn't lead to much. Not wasted time since she's getting used to the city, but she doesn't accomplish a whole lot.
Sometimes, though, she runs into something interesting. Someone she can help? Who knows.
IV. Wildcard
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That is, until someone- something down the bar catches his attention. The woman is a complete stranger, but he recognizes the slight widening of her eyes and the way she seems to react to the fight, not afraid of the conflict but of the result of it. Kyle grabs his drink and walks over, taking his seat beside her instead of where he was.
"You should probably go," he says easily, looking behind the bar instead of at the woman as he takes another sip of his beer. It's as amicable as he'll get with what he's pretty damn sure is a vampire.
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For a few seconds, she wasn't sure she trusted herself to respond, let alone to leave.
Her breathing comes a little faster. On some level, Natasha would love to turn this into a fight, but she tamps down on that instinct. She can't give into that part of herself now. That was a person she was trying very, very hard not to be.
Finally, after too long of a pause, she replies, "That's going to take a minute."
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"I heard The Jolly Roger is more for people with your.. tastes. Maybe you should try there and leave this place to the locals," he suggests. His tone is light enough, even as the words are intentionally rude.
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"My tastes?" There's a little gravel in her tone as she respond, the smell of blood still strong in the air. "You think you know about my tastes, kid?"
She swallows hard, but she's not backing down that easily. If she lets herself be pushed right now, she's not sure she won't snap.
"If you're not here to buy me a drink, maybe you should head back over to your friends."
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"Luck for you, I came alone." He flashes her a smile, playing with his old jock stereotype in broad, sloppy strokes. Then he take another sip of his drink, letting his attention drift to the bar in front of them again. "Tell me what you are and I'll buy you a drink."
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"In that case, this one's on you," she says, pushing the empty glass away. "It's pretty clear you're not going to like the answer, though."
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The ex-soldier reaches to slide his wallet from his pocket, grabbing out a couple ten pound notes. He returns his wallet, but holds his hand over the money on the bar, turning to look at the woman again. "Doesn't mean I shouldn't know. I like that whole 'ignorance is bliss' idea, but it never really works out the way you want it to."
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There'd been one notable exception to that rule, give or take the ones who didn't know who they were talking to when they met her.
Natasha taps her fingers, hesitating to tell him even though she'd agreed to it. Unfortunately most of the methods that come to mind for avoiding an answer more forcefully don't end with the two of them on the best terms, and Natasha isn't looking to make enemies.
"Your first guess probably wasn't wrong," she allows after a pause. Her voice is pitched low, carrying only as far as him. "Vampire?"
She watches his face from the corner of her eye for the reaction.
"I have some pretty compelling reasons not to be interested in associating with my own kind." She continues because of his assumption, that her saying he was wrong about her tastes must mean that she wasn't a vampire and not that she had other reasons not to be interested in other vampires or human blood. "My tastes aren't what they used to be. I'd rather not go back."
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When she admits what she is, confirms his suspicions, he releases the money and pushes it towards the bartender as if she only confirmed another drink. The man serves her drink and moves off to fetch Kyle's as he signals for another as well and then drains the rest of his current pint. His muscles tense after a moment, as the realization of what he's sitting next to really sinks in. She doesn't seem interested in a fight, but Kyle's all too ready for one anyway.
"What the hell does that mean?" He asks quietly, turning to half-face her for the first time. His brows pull into a scowl with the new and unexpected information, wondering whether she means that she's unprotected by the Nest or actually has a taste for a specific.. something.
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"It means that I'm not eating people." Somehow, she doesn't think that will come as a great comfort to him. If she were going to have to admit her motivations to a stranger, it would be nice to at least expect some advantage for it. "And I'm avoiding places that would make that more of a temptation."
But he raises another question. It's not just the fact he's human that makes her peg him for a hunter. It's his animosity, and the way he carries himself, like he's looking for a fight and he's ready to back up his aggression with experience. Natasha is very familiar with that look.
"So if you're not a hunter, what are you?"
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"Then how do you get blood?" His voice drops to a quiet whisper, conspiratorial. As much as he hates vampires in general, he has no desire to rat one out to humans, or even to any hunters or werewolves. Not if there's a chance he found the unicorn vampire who can feed on something else, or chooses to.
Kyle opens his mouth to reply, then pauses as the bartender sets down his drink and takes the money. Once the man is out of earshot, Kyle continues. "I don't know. An ex-soldier, I guess."
A very clearly American one.
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He seems more interested in knowing more than picking a fight for now, though, so at least she has that going for her.
"Animals," she says, a note of distaste in her voice. There's a reason most vampires don't do this, or don't last long when they do."It's not exactly ideal but it can be done. At least for a while."
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"Maybe. Depends on how things go."
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"And how long have you been doing it now?"
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And his questions highlight just how much she hasn't thought about this herself.
"About two months now, give or take. And," she laughs ruefully here, "no, I've never done this before. Not if I could avoid it."
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Two months isn't a very long time. Most addicts last around that long and her seeming desire not to feed in this way isn't as encouraging as he'd hoped. Maybe she isn't a magical unicorn after all. Maybe she's just another manipulative vampire looking to remain where she doesn't belong. Maybe.
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"It wasn't just one thing, and not an easy answer. Mostly, though, I figured out that I didn't like what I saw very much. Liked who I was even less. Feeding on humans was a big part of that." She wonders if he expects her to talk about it being wrong, that she didn't want to hurt people. Wax moral. Self-loathing.
"I guess I wanted to see if I could be someone I liked a little more."
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"So what's to stop you from snapping and relapsing?" Another sincere question, followed by another sip of his beer. If she's telling the truth, he can't help but want to help.
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"Lucky you," he says finally, his voice heavy. Kyle lifts his eyes to the back of the bar and takes a sip of his beer again, trying to cover for or move past the reaction he knows isn't normal. Being part of a vampire killing unit for a couple years will do that.
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She finally sips her drink, eyes hooded.
"You don't seem entirely surprised. Not happy, but not surprised."
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"Surprised about what?"
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She's fairly sure she'd have to clean up the mess though.
"Take your pick. Anything other than the fact a vampire might want to be something other than a predator. You're not a hunter, but I don't think you're just a an ex-soldier."
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"I'm still trying to decide if I believe you," he admits, casting a glance her way and then returning to nursing his drink. Kyle's generally the sort to be too trusting, but vampires have him nervous at best and with no one to vouch for her, he has no reason to believe that anything she says is true. With the fascination and wonderment of a special type of vampire now gone, reality has returned.
"And you're probably right, but I'm trying to be." Sort of. He's asking questions of everyone who will talk to him, trying to learn everything he can about why the different Circles of witches are fighting and how to avoid being a werewolf and all of that. But all of that came after he moved to London, after his tours and dealing with vampires. "It's that or rock star and I don't think I want all those girls throwing themselves at me. Sounds exhausting."
Back to making light.
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